lately my heart has been heavy. i’ve grown used to the feeling. some days it’s comfortable, it feels okay. it feels cold and empty but somehow it also feels right. then on days like today my body feels made of lead and the simplest tasks are so draining i can’t help but feel myself break a little bit more any time the smallest inconvenience happens. i think i’ve been close to my breaking point for so long i’m finally about to reach it and it’s terrifying and my heart pounds but i can’t do anything other than sit there and wish i could ask for help but i don’t know how because how am i supposed to explain that my soul is tired and that i have been strong for far too long?
